Friday, September 30, 2005

tomorrow i'ave 2 activities...1st is DISTRICT GOVERNOR VISIT...2nd is MOONCAKE FESTIVAL...

just now i 'ave meeting after school at 1.00 pm.
after meeting,5.00pm i went to carrefour to buy stuff for the mooncake festival.
i manage to make myself back home at about 7 something
after eating and bathing...i called SUZANN,the boss of a restaurant to arrange and reconfirm everything for tomorrow....i feel much more better after talking to her...

MY FOOD TOMORROW~~~~
1)fried rice
2)fried meehun
3)curry chicken
4)tea leaves egg
5)'ma'bean
6)'wu tao gou'
7)banana cake
8)cheese cake
9)fishball
10)nugget
11)french fries
12)hotdog
13)keropok
14)koniyaku jelly
15)watermelon
16)agar-agar
17)orange juice
18)mooncake

then,came back at about 9.35pm
start making koniyaku jeely sponsored my a few of us.......
finished at about 12pm///with fei and ling's help..
hmm...hope everything tomorrow wiill be great!!!

and PLEASE................RAIN GOD............I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU!!!

_fairyland_
1:06:00 AM

i was sleeping just now...haha...as i always do...i was so tired because of yesterday's last minute study.....

suddenly~my handphone rang....~ni shi xin zhong de re yue~~~at first,i wonder who disturb me from my perfect sleep...when i received the phone...a familiar but unknown(haha...dunnno)voice talking to me,''su ping?''i wonder who...................''i am chung way.''

WAH....so sudden la...i was so excited when i listen to this but my voice cant rise that time..since i was sleeping..he knows that i was sleeping just now...he told me..haha...

we are making an appointment to have photo shooting...this is for the school magazine..i asked chuan chuan^^(our editor)what kind of photos should i take?then he said chung way'll tell me how he want to be taken.

hmm...next week...okay...im looking forward....as i missed all of my seniors soOoOoOo much!

_fairyland_
5:13:00 PM

life is great....................stars are always shining.........only that sometimes you cant see .....but stars are still there...........life is great...only that sometimes you faced problems........but there are ways to solve it.........~~~

_fairyland_
12:20:00 AM

sigh...disappointed la...we expected nita...she has a good voice...really......and approachable...but daniel....well...he's okay but cant sing with strong voice...a limited voice tank he has....
i saw all the judges arae disappointed........really..........nita deserved to be our malaysian idol...i think it is only because of the votes.....her fans seldom vote...and daniel's fans are desperate to vote because they are all little girl......who think he's ''handsome''....

sigh....nevermind...
but anyway,nita is great!!!

_fairyland_
11:48:00 PM

just woke up and watched malaysian idol.i believe both of them are great...but i think nita is more suitable to become the malaysian idol...well daniel is good but he has a limited voice tank.

tomorrow is saturday...but i still have an exam...chinese paper...must GAMBATEAH!!!

hope everything next week will go on alright....i mean the BELATED mooncake festival and the District Governor Visit....

_fairyland_
11:47:00 PM

exam now.....today's papers are history and add maths....oh my god!!!add maths this time is so difficult.....i dont know how to do!!!for a few tests and exam lastime ...i have never feel this way when i am doing add maths paper!!!
usually i will get an A1 for my add maths paper...but this time......i guess no....no...no....might be failing.............
history...oh gosh......i havent studied the chapter 6 which is the majority of questions for the exam.....still got time....

KEEP UP!!!!! (keep up!!!)

_fairyland_
4:04:00 PM

me and my mummy~~


oh my gosh....i cant believe im having exam so fast!!!!my final!!!and i haven prepared!!!
luckily today's papers are still considered as OK....maths modern and est paper 2.....

today is wai kwan and chee kit(nakhata)'s birthday...i'ave wished kwan.....but chee kit not yet....dont know whether he's busy or not...long time didnt see him...then a few days later hui hui's birthday....after that...erm....who else???many la i remember....it is hard to list down here...
WISH THEM HAPPY REBORN!

and i hope that my result will be OK and not so....terrible la....

last saturday...i went out to search for sponsorship due to the mooncake festival...around seri petaling with my cute friend,kar mun...both of us walk here and there ...one shop by one shop...restaurant ....carrefour.....alot!!!to find sponsorship....it is quite ok but i was soooo tired!!!
when i went back home it is already 8 pm and i need to go for another event nearby due to mooncake festical too....:) what makes me sad is.....i haven got time to STUDY as i 'ave planned for myself!!!oh....i am really scared now.....

and the mooncake festival yesterday for me is very meaningful.....i enjoyed it...

_fairyland_
7:23:00 PM

YEAH YEAH....
i enjoyed alot during this trip.....hope to have another 1 next time...
look....we are so happy...all of us are doing fake action to take this photo~~~

_fairyland_
6:34:00 PM

today im not feeling well,but i still go to school.
after recess is phyisc---mr.martin lee peng kong's period.but i skipped the class to see my library teacher advisor.we asked her to give us 3 days for vector date,but she dont want.and we told her that ching wen,yan kei and pei sian want to resign.and she just say,''biarlah mereka letak jawatan.''yeeeeeee!!!!!!!i hate that answer!!!!she shouldnt said that !!!did she know how important are they???
i just cant stand of being left to continue the ''war''....so stressful!!!!somemore my head,kl is going oversea for his student exchange programme next year!!!and left me here to incharge everything!!!!
and we also find miss faridah and express our feelings as she is the only teacher advisor who will listen to us...but only listen...she dont have the power to control everything..:(
and then assemah called kl to see her.she passed him a piece of paper with 12 person's name including me.thats an information letter for a meeting.when i saw the list...oh my!i would not accept such thing!!!then we went down to find her again.if she still ignore and reject our opinions, we will just give up and resign..
yeayea,no doubt,she ignore and said,''if you think you arent able to do that,you could just resign or pass the job to others...i dont mind....in that second,3 of us take out our tie clips and passed to teacher.but she dont want to accept and she asked for letters.so we went back class to write the letter...
then we start writing.....until....the word ---Perletakan jawatan sebagai.....
i cant control myself...i dont want everybody to see that!!!so i run to the next next tiny little room from my class...i really cant hold my tears...i cant!!!then i cried again....for the 3rd times of the day after recess...
then suddenly a person 's hand is on my back.she was my best friend xin li...she found out...*sigh* i really dont want people to see my crying face....so ugly...i just need to calm myself down...then after a moment my monitor,shawn came too...i called him to go away since i dont want him to see my crying face...but i know he was really concern about me....thank him...
i dont want to cry....but my optical nerve dont listen to me...aiksssss....sorry for letting all of you worry my dear friends.....i would not give up just like this!!!

_fairyland_
9:10:00 PM

today was as usual,my duty day...when i done all my jobs and sit in the counter information,i discussed about library with my partner,kok loon.we opened the cupboard under the dictionary rack,and i saw a familiar big purple file....izz our MEMORY!!
library magazine 2001/2002.it was so beautiful and nice!!!!i love that!!!it was sooooo sweet...full of sweet memory....although im not in there....but i still love that handmade magazine..
i suggested to continue Memory......i dont want it to be stopped!!!i'll do my best to make a good and nice Memory ....yeah!!!!!

_fairyland_
5:38:00 PM

today is zhen's birthday.i went to her house at about 5 something to cut cake and sing birthday song.after that me and my sister went back home.at 7 something,my 7th uncle come and fetch us to join their dinner.we went to sushi king to have the birthday dinner.
when we were eating sushi,my uncle pointed out that there is a 'half breed' walking out there...then we looked out..AIKSSSSSSSS.....oh my gosh......a half breed....can said as 'A GUA'...yuck...i hate looking at them...doesnt mean that i dont respect them...it is like...yuckzz....i am always afraid of half breed...thats a reason why i dont want to go thailand..haha....you might think that i am stupid but izz so yuckie.....i dont want to see them...
i know some of 'them' are quite pretty but when they talk to you.....WOW...his/her voice will scare you...really....ijust now the boy/girl was walking so so fast with confident...and he/she let out 'electricity' to a guy who's making sushi...how awful!!!!but at least he/she is proud of himself/herself...

_fairyland_
10:02:00 PM

daddy

why is life so short???

i still remember that day..28/10/2002.. i didnt know that after that day my life will change like that???
the day before that day,i was in a bon voyage+camp motivation organized by librarians.i enjoyed it very much.i was so happy during this camp.chung way and fatt mee tehy all took care of us very much...after the camp i went home fetched by my 2nd uncle since my daddy's hand was swollen and cannot hold the sterling..doctor said it is cause by his tiroid..
when i reached home,i saw daddy sitting on the chair..at the moment i was so hot and tired so i walked straight to my room and get clothes to take a bath..after that i run to my room and falled to my bed...
when i woke up at about 9 something...i went down stairs..the living room was empty..only jeje sitting on the floor.then i asked,''where is daddy and mummy?'' and she answered,''daddy was admitted to hospital..''
i was shocked!standing there and dunno what happened...
on the 2nd day,my uncle sent me and jeje to hospital and visit my daddy...i saw him lying on a bed...half coma,he took sometimes to realize that his daughter(me and jeje)were there visiting him.only realising,i can only see that through his eyes,he didnt call my name..but he still looked very unclear..that time im holding my tears...i cant believe my lovely daddy will suddenly be like this after 1 day i went for camp..oh my gosh...i feel so bad..but i dont wan to cry infront of him...that day i didnt cry..im still confusing and dunno what happen to him.
outside the ward,all my uncles,aunties and my sis were crying terribly after my uncle told them about my dad. omg.....at the moment im still inside the ward with my daddy and mummy..still dunno what's going on...i only remember my daddy asked,''where is su wen?''.......sigh.......after that ,me and jeje followed my 7th uncle back and sleep there..when my cousins had slept,jeje asked me,''do you know what happen to daddy??''i shoke my head.then she continued,''you know,he has brain cancer,and this cancer is mostly uncurable,like leuchemia,only if there is a miracle again like last year...''then i started to cry...of coz,silently...i dunwan to wake them up.
there begins my different life.....
and now...i only can refresh back...when i listen to christmas song...i will remmeber he said to me,''im waiting for this moment for the whole day when this christmas tree light out,''when mummmy and jeje were preparing dinner...then i sit beside his bed..talking to him..when he called me to turn on the tree light.i have the most wonderful and the last christmas with him....
I MISS YOU!!!!!!I LOVE U!!!!!

_fairyland_
5:41:00 PM